As I have no idea how to get out of the doldrums, I'm putting a lot of effort into getting these projects going. I've made significant progress on two of them. I'm excited, because one is moving along at a breakneck pace. The other has been slowly coming along for weeks. In any case, both should be ready to write by the end of the month. And with labor day weekend coming up, I'll have a full three day weekend to progress. I should be able to get my fix soon.
The current sequences are fresh, full of horrific sequences, and I don't feel like either one is forced. I HATE watching something that's forced. On rewatching, the quality is just... disappointing. If I feel like I could have thought of that, then I probably could have. And if that's the case, then either I'm awesome, or they're lazy. And laziness shows.
So that's a thing.
Also, the girls have both disappeared. One has fallen off the grid, which is fine. She's got her own life, and even if we were hopelessly in love, there would be not a god damn thing I could do. So this is probably for the best.
The other has been texting some other guy and froze me out, which is fine. It's shitty when guys treat women differently because of dashed romantic aspirations. But it's equally shitty when women treat men differently due to dashed romantic aspirations. It wasn't MY crush, in any case. But whatever. If nothing else, this is a lesson is what I'm not looking for. And one who wants to force get married instead of, say, getting to know me, certainly is not for me. I imagine falling in love organically, where it just happens, is more my speed.
So that's NOT a thing.
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